儿子985的录取通知书到家那天,我们摆了两桌。
酒过三巡,我小姑子端着杯子过来,笑呵呵地说:
“嫂子,你这运气也是没谁了,孩子一年没上学,照样考上985,要搁我家那个,早打死八回了。”
顿了顿,又补一句:
“不过话说回来,你就是太惯着,没底线,要不是孩子自己争气,这孩子就让你毁喽。”
一桌人都看我。
我笑了笑,没接话。
他们说得不算冤枉我。
那一年,我确实没什么底线:
饭端到房门口,袜子送进门,凌晨两点陪他熬着,全家骂我,我受着。
可他们不知道后来发生了什么。
儿子上大学前一晚,他把一个笔记本放在我枕头边上,说:
“妈,这个给你。”
我看完那一本,才敢说:
他不是怕输,他是怕输了之后,我不认他了。
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我把他供成了祖宗
高一那年秋天,他不去上学了。
起因特别小。
一次月考,从班级前十掉到三十多名,他回家把门一关。
第二天说肚子疼,第三天说头疼,第七天,书包不碰了。
我一开始也刚过。
断网、收手机、讲道理、把班主任请到家里来;
越弄越僵,他连着两个星期不好好吃饭,人瘦得眼窝都陷下去了。
后来我怂了。
怂之后,我活成了另一个极端。
他打游戏到凌晨两点,我在客厅沙发上陪着,不敢睡实,他屋里一有动静我就坐起来。
他喊一声妈,我小跑。
水果削好皮,插上牙签递进去。
手机我不但不收,他摔了,我还给他贴膜。
家长会我不敢去,跟老师请假,说他身体在调养。
送饭也有讲究。
他一喊"进来",我端着盘子进去,放下就得退出来,多站一秒都怕惹他烦。
有一回我多嘴问了句作业,他把手一挥:出去。
我试探过。
有回他心情还行,我小心地提了句要不找补课老师看看,他眼皮都没抬,甩来一句:
“我为什么会躺在这里,你心里不清楚?”
一句话,我哑火了。
我姐骂我:“你是当妈的还是当保姆的?”
他奶奶更直接:“这孩子废了,就是你惯的。”
最扎心的是我老公。
有回喝多了,他说:“你这不是养儿子,你这是给祖宗上供。”
这句话我记到现在。
对,我就是把他当祖宗拱着。
那阵子我不敢在家人面前哭,都是躲进卫生间,开着排风扇哭。
哭完洗把脸出来,该端饭端饭。
可我没得选。
当妈的那种怕,没经历过的人不懂:
分数没了可以再想办法,人要是垮了,就什么都没了。
所以我拱着,任所有人指着我鼻子说我没底线。
他们说对了,我是没底线。
只是我当时不知道,我的底线还在,只不过放错了地方。
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那本笔记本,我不敢一口气看完
事情是从一件小事裂开的。
十一月的一个夜里,他睡熟了,我进屋帮他关空调,看见书桌上摊着练习册,旁边压着一个笔记本。
我没想偷看,但它自己就翻开在那页。
上面就一行字:
“上次考砸,我妈一晚上没跟我说话,不骂比骂难受一百倍,我不敢再输了。”
我站在那儿,后背唰地一下全湿了。
我想起来了。
那次月考他倒数,卷子拿回来,我说了句“没事,下次努力”,说完就钻进厨房了。
当时我还觉得自己挺明事理——不吵不骂,给他留空间。
其实那晚我不是不难受,我是躲着难受:
饭桌上不拿正眼看他,碗一放就进厨房,一个碗我里里外外洗了老半天,水龙头开着,洗得比平时慢了一倍。
我以为我不提,这一页就算翻过去了。
原来在他那儿,我那句“没事”就是宣判。
我那一晚上的安静,他翻译成了:妈对我失望了。
我又想起他不吃不喝那两周,想起他关着门打游戏的背影。
他哪是沉迷游戏,他是不敢出来面对我这张脸。
那一年我全拱错了。
我伺候的是他的胃,他缺的是胆。
可明白了,我还是不知道接下来怎么办。
也是那时,孩子班主任给了我建议——去找家庭教育老师聊聊。
我纠结了好几天,最后还是去了。
我把心里的迷茫一股脑说了出来。
老师听完,帮我看清了一件事:
这一年我不是没使劲,而是劲全用反了。
我以为好好照料就是托底,却没能给他不怕失败的底气。
临走时,老师给了我几条可以慢慢试的方向。
我照着老师的建议,一点点的改。
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他往回走,比我放手慢了半年
改的头一个月,比拱着还难。
他考砸,我的话到嘴边又咽回去,只说一句:
“锅里给你留了排骨。”
他不理我,我当没看见。
他半夜两点睡,我不再守在沙发上,回屋睡——头三天,我睁眼到天亮。
他爸也变了。
以前他张嘴就是"你再惯着试试";
后来有天晚上,我看见他蹲在儿子门口,一声不吭地把网线换成了无线的,出来跟我说:
“省得他总喊掉线。”
我俩谁也没提"讲和"两个字,但那晚我心里松了一大块。
他奶奶骂他废,我第一次顶了回去:
“他是我儿子,废不废轮不到别人说。”
十二月的一天,他忽然开口了:
“妈,我充电线呢。”
我说,抽屉里。
过了一会儿他又说:
“这网怎么这么卡。”
我心里咯噔一下。
他要没打算在这个家长久待下去,管网卡不卡干什么。
元旦过完,他说:
“我想回去上学。”
我手里的碗差点掉了,憋了半天,就回了三个字:
“想吃啥?”
他说,随便。
第二天他自己收拾了书包。
头一个月他天天迟到,我天天早起给他煎鸡蛋,一个字不问。
月考倒数第八,卷子拿回来,我手心全是汗,只说了一句:
“晚上吃火锅还是面条?”
他盯着我看了几秒,说:
“火锅。”
那顿火锅,他自己加了三盘肉。
后来有一次模考,他物理砸了,进门把卷子往桌上一拍,脸黑着。
搁两年前,我早急了。
那天我就问了句:
“肉还是土豆?”
他愣了一下,说:“都行。”
吃完饭,他自己回屋把卷子重新做了一遍。
后来两年,他的成绩跟蜗牛似的往上爬,高三稳在班里十来名。
他班主任有回给我打电话,就说了一句话:
“这孩子,心定了。”
高考出分那天,他把我手机抢过去,来来回回看了三遍。
我没哭。
因为早在那个笔记本里,我就知道他要回来了。
分数是后来才有的。
人,是先回来的。
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如果你也在熬,记住这四条
这一年多,我踩的坑比走的路多。
要是你家孩子也正休学在家,下面四条,是我拿真金白银的教训换来的:
第一条:生活可以拱,学校的事一个字别提
饭照做,熬夜随他,成绩、学校、别人家孩子,一个字都不说。
你以为不提学习就没话讲了?
话多着呢——菜价、天气、电视剧、楼下新开的包子铺。
他不接话,你就当自言自语,说上个把月,他耳朵会先松,人后松。
拱生活是让他知道你还在,提学校是提醒他欠你的。
第二条:他考砸那天,只准说一句话
"饭在锅里。"一句顶十句。
"下次努力"决不能说。
"下次"两个字,在他耳朵里就是"这次你让我失望了"。
实在忍不住,下楼走两圈再上来。
我那阵子腿都快走细了,可总比说错话强。
记住,孩子不怕你凶,就怕你的沉默里带着审判。
第三条:全家得穿一条裤子
奶奶骂废了,爸爸甩脸子,妈妈转头又去哄。
孩子精着呢,专挑你们心软的地方下嘴。
我家就是这样,我一个人往后撤了一年没用,后来全家咬死了一个态度,一个月就见效了。
所以开个家庭会,把规矩说死:
谁要是忍不住秃噜嘴说了不该说的,谁就负责去道歉。
亲戚那边也一样,人家问起来,就一口咬定“孩子身体在调养”,多一个字都别往外蹦。
第四条:他的位置,永远得留着
门可以关着,但饭桌上他那副碗筷不能撤。
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他不出来吃,就盖上保鲜膜。
千万别去喊他吃饭,一喊就变味了,那就成了催促。
得让他知道,门给你留着,但路得你自己走出来。
后来儿子跟我交底,说那一年,他其实在门后听过无数次,就等我敲门。
我硬是没敲,最后他自己把门推开了。
这四招,说到底就一件事:
把你“怕他输”的心收起来,让他真真切切看到“就算输到底,妈也在”。
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最后说一句
开学前一晚,他把笔记本搁我枕头边,说:
'妈,这个给你。"
我这才从头看全。
前面几十页,写的全是他这两年昏天黑地的日子,我看两页就得停下来深呼吸。
翻到最后一页,上面只有一行字:
“妈,其实我不敢考,是怕考砸了你们就不要我了。现在我知道了,你们要的不是分数。”
第二天去车站,过了安检他回头,冲我扯着嗓子喊了一句:
“妈!考不好我也给你打电话啊!”
周围人都笑了。
我也跟着笑,就是眼泪没绷住。
他终于不怕考砸了。
因为他知道,不管考成什么烂样,家里那张饭桌上,永远有他的一副碗筷。
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